September 30, 2024
When I ask myself, “what have I done to offend You”? I should remember I have not offended. I am a seeker. I have questioned my existence. I have doubted humanity. I have sought answers from the Divine from very early on.
I am questioning again in my loss of faith in humanity. My soul feels dead and confused. I need His help at this time, no one else will do. I am avoiding the madness inside of me.
This isn’t God lashing out in anger. This is not a judgement. This is a terrible cleansing in answer to my prayers.