Last night was another night to remember. I was able to pray, and I did get through. Maybe now I know how. I did ask for something, I had to, and it was not easy to refrain from falling back on the thanks I usually give.
I want to keep the peaceful buzz I have felt for so long now. Knowing that it is not possible while here on Earth, I dream of keeping my angel near by for counsel. So I did ask, tactfully, with humility in regard to the insecurity I still hold close. I was flooded with warmth and comfort. I did not get to hold onto it for too long, but it was enough.
Today I feel the low thrum of peace. I don’t feel the need to do anything. No need to cook, or clean, or talk, think and judge. I again, could sit and simply write all day, but I don’t want to dilute this. I have nothing more to say right now.
I am grateful. I do not expect anything. I rejoice when I am blessed with His presence. I know I will not be left to fall behind.