Will I ever be the same – The Path of the Mystics

I feel His Light within me and it terrifies me. Will I ever be the same?

I fear for my sense of self. I fear for my intellect. I fear for my grounded-ness to all things mundane.

I fear those closest to me that will take me away from this Light. I fear The Dark Night once again.

I am very very calm… I don’t feel itchy to move. I don’t want to talk. I don’t want to connect to others. I don’t want to think. I want to be still.

I feel euphoric. My head is somewhat dizzy. I wish I could feel this way always. I feel solely connected to His Light.

I don’t want to be the same.