Come Back…
(last night’s message)
Author’s Notes
A Very Big Day
Today.
I trimmed my hair and it is finally one length. The tangle of wires over my bed were covered. I published my eBook. And when I did… the first thought that entered my mind was… I am just getting started. There will be another.– Author
Book Publication
September 1st, 2025
I think I understand what this is all about, partially. It may not be that these words are intended only for myself to remember. I say this without my ego getting in the way…
… I love You for this. I am confused by this. Thank you for imbibing me with the patience to continue to love when the feeling is lost but not lost. Thank you for inspiring me to write this down, and giving me the voice, however incorrect, to continue.
You’re moving to a higher frequency.
Your guide is saying, “You got this.”
Bring gratitude into your daily practice.– Laurie
The Divine is present in the longing.
Tragedy is a calling.
When we long for a life without difficulties, remind us that oaks grow strong in contrary winds, and diamonds are made under pressure.
– Peter Marshall
When you are a beginner, it is your choice whether or not to be intimate with God. When you are called to walk the mystic’s path, it is not.
There are things we imagine. And there are things thrust upon us in our imagination.
Choose Ascension
The choice I am making today, of giving up on something terrible for me that I can no longer keep within my control, turning it over to a God with a personality, has resulted in my ability to see the God without a personality. There is a simple system of laws that will not conform to anything other than what He has put in motion. Continuing to feed an addiction will simply do that. Feed it. Impersonal. But in finally recognizing that as a fact, a law of nature, I can resign in the knowledge of it. Then. Then. I feel the intimate God.
He is The One who is pleased with me. The One who wants to walk with me, be by my side every day. Whisper in my ear, things I don’t know and should not know. Secrets between He and I. Things, little glimpses of what I can have. Things He will give me. What I can become as long as I understand His laws, and that He is not attached emotionally to my choices, but observes them. However, when I choose well, and turn to Him once more, there is only abundant love inside of me, and an expansion of what is my self.