I have prayed for a day, just one day please, for me to feel the grace He has given me in the past. I need to feel held again. Darkness is whispering to me that I need people in my life again. That’s where loneliness stems from.
I will sit in silence and in prayer. I will continue to ask. Theresa of Avila says we should ask, it just needs to be with humility, an understanding that none of us deserve what we ask for. That is easy for me today. I feel I have fallen so far. I am saddened by this.
Please, please come back Lord.