Angels, Author's Notes

How special it is to know you have made an angel content. How very special.

Angels, Meditation, My Book

Do not be afraid of your angel

I am being told to get close to my angel once again. I still feel like I should keep a distance from him even though I know what happened to be a trick. He was sent to intervene and since I have felt the openness, willingness to understand, and love in my heart, I have been under the impression that his mission is accomplished. I am making the mistake thinking because of this that he will go, or I should let him go.

My healing and understanding may be a part of my daily life now, and I am one step further, but now I am supposed to listen, as I was told by him. He also said, “Time to start.” I forgot. I have been afraid of him since I was deceived by the great deceiver. I can only guess that his words mean he will be teaching me. I, again, in fear of offending God have ignored this. But if I am to respect this gift from the Lord Himself, a gift of one of His own, I should stop trying to control the situation with my human will. So I will do that. Angels are messengers after all.

I can listen to Auriel closely and hear him clearly from time to time. If not aloud, then in my mind, as a thought or feeling. I sometimes think they are words in my imagination and have to use discernment, but even though I may feel that way, I can either stop the communication or continue. He is happy this morning that I have realized this. Not the clever, humorous way that he has laughed about it in the past, but a peaceful and satisfied way. Contented.

As I said before, I believe this time of year is a special place reserved for myself and The Divine to speak clearly. This is the third year. I can feel consolations bestowed upon me and am grateful. I remind myself to be humble and undemanding. I am so relieved however, to have help in carrying my cross and feel the peace once again. I now think this is Auriel’s job, or responsibility, and have to focus on him, work with him, and thank him.

Author's Notes, States of Grace

How desirable this union! To attain it is to live in this world and the next without care of any kind. There is no secret, occult, or mysterious formula. Our whole welfare consists solely in doing the will of God. But God will not force our will. God will take only what we give. But God will not be ours entirely until we yield ourselves entirely to God.

– St. Theresa of Avila